Monthly Archives: April 2005

This is the pic from preston I promised….I don’t know what else to say.


So I was rockin the casbah the same day I got my wisdom teeth out believe it or not. My uncle and a friend gave me a blessing before I went in and not only were they done in less than 15 minutes, but I haven’t felt hardly any pain at all, I quit bleeding in half an hour, no swelling no bruising or anything. My mouth was numb until 8 o’clock that night, but it was awesome, I sounded like a mix between homestarrunner and Arnie Grape. So I called everyone in my phonebook and left messages.

Then, I have the most awesome friends. Em went and got me a Jamba Juice, and Autumn and Jenny got me two boxes of popsickles and this balloon with this shirtless stud muffen that says “Have a wild wild day!” Then they took me to KFC so I could get some mashed potatoes, and we sat and talked for like two hours about Gospel stuff, and it’s been so long since I’ve had a decent conversation with someone out here (ironically enough) about spiritual things, so that was cool.

After that we hung out with Jenny’s BF and his roommates…we opened up sonic to get some drinks and we went to Jenny’s and watched Contact. Which still makes me cry (and not just because Palmer is a hotty beyond compare)

And if Monday was the worst day of days…then everyday since has gotten better (in spite of all the wisdom teeth deal). I feel so surrounded by love and support and hope for the first time in a long time. Nothing could phase me.

So, here I am, I don’t know how to describe it and I don’t know why, but I feel SO completely unaffected by everything going wrong in my life. Instead of being depressed and frustrated, I feel so much peace and I’m actually happier and more comfortable with myself than I was on Sunday. And for me that is such a huge miracle.

I hate to open up on a keyboard but I just have to say whats on my mind. So thanks everyone for everything and I love you all (some of you more than others)

somebody’s got a case of the mondays….

I could re-hash to you all the traumatic and devistating events that happened upon me today/past week, but I won’t. Ok maybe a short list (In no particular order)…
-overdrew my account
-missed a quiz in my systems/issues class
-forgot to do assignment for creative arts
-almost single handedly was the cause of the creative arts final that we are going to be forced to take (I’m sorry I was one of the 21 who had to be told to quit playing pac man on my cell phone)
-ripped my favorite pair of jeans
-got in a fight with my cousin because I’m touchy and over sensitive and irrational
-convinced my mom I need professional help
-Got deathly ill (k only minorly ill)
-Got a wedding invite from this guy who I could have been interested in…thankfully I wasn’t but I could have been and he didn’t know that. and it re-established my singleness at any rate it was like valentines day again.
-GOT IN A CAR ACCIDENT*that one was today*
-Got a ticket for that car accident
-had to tell my dad about that car accident
-and to make me feel alll better inside I’m getting my wisdom teeth pulled tomorrow

K I just had to get that out.
You know, after all that, I’m doing pretty good, I mean look at me here smiling and laughing….

laughing and smiling…

I’m doing pretty good on a scale of one to ten. Because if things don’t get worse they can’t get better. So now I’m just going to sit back and relax and enjoy my ride up to the top b/c that is the only place to go from here. And I’m going to eat some pudding along the way.

find a box and put MK inside…

so a lot can happen in two days…but really all it amounts to is a bunch of dumb little stories that would bore you.

Tonight I broke sonic. and I’ll prolly get fired, but I couldn’t possibly care less.

I went to books of yesterday for the first time, and it lived up to my expectations. I got a book for $1.06 and I gave the guy a dollar and a quarter and a penny…=.$1.27 insofacto he owes me twenty cents…but he didn’t give me any he accused me of lying and said that I’d given him a nickel and a penny. Which I admit was possible but not likely. Eitherway he gave me my twenty cents but then I just gave it back b/c I didn’t want him to think that I was the customer who always tried to scam them.

I went to preston idaho after the “immigrant soul” concert…I’ll just have to post pictures, words can’t describe the trouble we caused.

actually you know what I think I’m done. I’d just like to announce I bought the new beck cd. and I like it quite the bit. K keep the piece.