Monthly Archives: January 2006

I remember my dark short hair, rain to play in, a warm ocean breeze with the sand in my toes and salt on my skin, I remember the sun and the green and listening to Jason Mraz with the windows down and feeling like the embodiment of peace love and happiness.

I miss being in love with jason mraz. Did you know I’m not anymore? This sounds REALLY retarded but his last cd he put out was just shallow for the most part and to mechanical, and wasn’t consistant with his early acoustic live freestyle stuff. I was in love with what he had to say, then that whole fantasy got ruined and I moved on. But seriously there are a couple songs that when I listen to them even now, I feel euphoric, like to the point where I don’t want to breathe b/c If I do I might lose the feeling, so I just sit there and let it connect to this deep inner part of me I barely am aware of, and it takes me back to places I love and places I’ve never been.

What I’m trying to say is I miss summer,I miss spring. Snow can be pretty but I’ll never enjoy it toltally, I hate shoes,I like sun, I like warmth, I am human. My heart is aching a little today.